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late nights early mornings in a row. help help help. i'm going a bit mad here. had three hours of tuition. almost died. i had tuition instead of going for trng. was good. i hate training so escaping from training is always good. anw, tuition was productive. didn't manage to finish all four articles though, only two. wonder if laoshi will kill me. i've got lotsa overdue hw.
i'm going to fail math. ever heard- pigs can't fly? well you see, i'm a pig. and passing math is like flying. therefore, i (a pig) cannot pass my math test (fly). i am pretty sure i'm going to get below 10 marks (upon 40). great ain't it? marks are dropping. even though i'm studying harder and harder each time. WHY. -bangs table and hits head on wall. i think mrlui will prob come up and confront me and tell me how badly i did after he marks it, wonder if i'll end up crying infront of him. hahaha. how funny. but really i don't think i'll be able to handle it if he came up to "scold" me again. i think he hates me.
social studies. harhar another failing one i suppose. i was writing total crap. my mind was wandering somewhere else. i didn't even link the answer to the question, i think i went severely out of point. and i had a terrible stomachache during so i went to the toilet for quite a bit. didn't manage to finish the paper. darn. the stomachache was super bad. it was like a sudden sharp pain. had it before math test too. felt like someone had stuck a knife into my stomach. argh was horrid. then it was hard to even sit down let alone walk to the toilet. hai. but then it disappeared just as quickly as it had appeared, quite a while after i got it.
okay my head is throbbing. rs? screw rs. sigh. am i the only person who seems to be getting super duper stressed about school work and all? everyone else seems pretty normal still. haha.
ohmygosh. i don't think i can take this much longer :( hist pt! lit pt! heavens help us all.
and i think i just missed the deadline for newbalance real run regist. darn. so busy nowadays. -screams.
i don't want to go training tmr. or in the next month to come. too bad nobody gives a damn what you want and don't want.
shalom, peace out. HAHAH as gnia's bro says.